Daughter woke me up this morning, had a lot of pain in my hands for some reason, may be related to eating toast yesterday (bread), something that I need to monitor because it is affecting how I feel. She encouraged me to go out for a walk, which my body did not want to do, but once I made myself go, I began to feel much better.
The air was damp, but fresh smelling and was lovely to hear all the birds while walking. I particularly noticed the good work that the landscapers had done for the local public areas.
I reviewed my old posts, and noticed the pattern of thoughts, feelings and behaviours for the last year. The depression comes, I stop functioning and withdraw from human contact, which at the moment is minimal due to the covid pandemic lockdown restrictions.
I am definitely craving hugs and some normality like going back to the gym and church. Did some drawing the other day after going to an open prayer session at the church on Thursday evening. Definitely felt it was good for how I felt, and I am going to start drawing more in lockdown to remove the ‘boredom’ thoughts.
I’ve not been working for over a year now, something I have come to accept, however I did speak to someone at the church about volunteering there in the food bank, or cafe, or basically anything to see what I think and feel when given a timescale, work tasks and need to be at a specific place at a specific time. I’m still too scared and anxious to even attempt going back into IT Support, no matter how much I miss it.
Recently I felt anxious just before making an arrangement, and more often than not, cancelled the appointment. Living with depression is hard, but my faith helps me to stay strong. I have not had any suicidal thoughts, which is a good thing in comparison to 20 years ago. I have found that the relationships established during lockdown with brothers and sisters in Christ, and in listening to and sharing music on social media has also really helped, and provided me with some kind of purpose, to support and encourage others.
Just wrote a spontaneous note on Facebook, only just discovered it was an option! So here is the link to it.
New International Version – UK
1 James, a servant of God and of the Lord Jesus Christ,
To the twelve tribes scattered among the nations:
Trials and temptations
2 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. 4 Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5 If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. 6 But when you ask, you must believe and not doubt, because the one who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. 7 That person should not expect to receive anything from the Lord. 8 Such a person is double-minded and unstable in all they do.
9 Believers in humble circumstances ought to take pride in their high position. 10 But the rich should take pride in their humiliation – since they will pass away like a wild flower. 11 For the sun rises with scorching heat and withers the plant; its blossom falls and its beauty is destroyed. In the same way, the rich will fade away even while they go about their business.
12 Blessed is the one who perseveres under trial because, having stood the test, that person will receive the crown of life that the Lord has promised to those who love him.
13 When tempted, no one should say, ‘God is tempting me.’ For God cannot be tempted by evil, nor does he tempt anyone; 14 but each person is tempted when they are dragged away by their own evil desire and enticed. 15 Then, after desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, gives birth to death.
16 Don’t be deceived, my dear brothers and sisters. 17 Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows. 18 He chose to give us birth through the word of truth, that we might be a kind of firstfruits of all he created.
Listening and doing
19 My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, 20 because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires. 21 Therefore, get rid of all moral filth and the evil that is so prevalent, and humbly accept the word planted in you, which can save you.
22 Do not merely listen to the word, and so deceive yourselves. Do what it says. 23 Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like someone who looks at his face in a mirror 24 and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like. 25 But whoever looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom and continues in it – not forgetting what they have heard but doing it – they will be blessed in what they do.
26 Those who consider themselves religious and yet do not keep a tight rein on their tongues deceive themselves, and their religion is worthless. 27 Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.
James 1:2 The Greek word for brothers and sisters (adelphoi) refers here to believers, both men and women, as part of God’s family; also in verses 16 and 19; and in 2:1, 5, 14; 3:10, 12; 4:11; 5:7, 9, 10, 12, 19.
Sending love, hugs and blessings from the UK to all the body of Christ all over the world. Stand strong, keep sharing, standing shoulder to shoulder, encouraging each other in prayer in Jesus name. I am sending love and encouragement to you all as we move forwards in spiritual battle as a part of heaven’s army, marching for Jesus, declaring the good news of the Gospel and songs of love and worship towards Him for his glory and elevation.
I don’t know about you, but I am tired, as discussed recently in the Elevation Church worship service conducted by Pastor Steven Furtick. It literally has been the worst month for being productive in any way, shape or form! It has been one of those months when everything I have tried to do has gone wrong, everyone is struggling, the system that are supposed to support us are failing dismally, and I’m just downright tired and had enough.
But even though I am tired, I am still thankful for God’s grace, his unconditional love, and the support and love experienced through a personal relationship with God. I am thankful that I can bring every single problem and complaint to him, and leave it all at the cross.
Some ‘religions’ have made it seem like a huge checklist of do’s and don’ts, and this simply is not the case, and frustrates me. All we need to do is come to him, admit we have ignored him, admit that we have messed up, and then turn from our old ways to the ways God intended us to live in the first place, through acceptance of his only Son, dying for all of us, on that cross at Calvary. Then invite Jesus into our hearts and our lives and step forward into every new day, but never alone ever again. That’s powerful stuff right?
Every single sin, past, present and future was paid for by Jesus Christ shedding his blood and dying for us. Wow, pretty impressive isn’t it that he loves us so much, every single one of us! I stand in awe and am amazed at the blessings every single day, for every single miracle, for every single feeling of love and support from all over the world when I put out a prayer request on my Facebook page. Just phenominal! Mind blowing!
And all it takes is a simple prayer. You can google it, but to save you time, here is a version I found that I quite like.
“Lord Jesus Christ,I am sorry for the things I have done wrong in my life.I ask your forgiveness and now turn from everything which I know is wrong.Thank you for dying on the cross for me to set me free from my sins.Please come into my life and fill me with your Holy Spirit and be with me forever.Thank you Lord JesusAmen.”
If you are not ‘born again’ please take a few moments to read this for yourself. The scripture is taken from the New International Version of the Holy Bible, the book of truth from God. This is what Jesus had to say on the subject of going to heaven.
John 14 – New International Version
Jesus Comforts His Disciples
14 “Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God[a]; believe also in me. 2 My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? 3 And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am. 4 You know the way to the place where I am going.”
Jesus the Way to the Father
5 Thomas said to him, “Lord, we don’t know where you are going, so how can we know the way?”
6 Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. 7 If you really know me, you will know[b] my Father as well. From now on, you do know him and have seen him.”
8 Philip said, “Lord, show us the Father and that will be enough for us.”
9 Jesus answered: “Don’t you know me, Philip, even after I have been among you such a long time? Anyone who has seen me has seen the Father. How can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? 10 Don’t you believe that I am in the Father, and that the Father is in me? The words I say to you I do not speak on my own authority. Rather, it is the Father, living in me, who is doing his work. 11 Believe me when I say that I am in the Father and the Father is in me; or at least believe on the evidence of the works themselves. 12 Very truly I tell you, whoever believes in me will do the works I have been doing, and they will do even greater things than these, because I am going to the Father. 13 And I will do whatever you ask in my name, so that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14 You may ask me for anything in my name, and I will do it.
Jesus Promises the Holy Spirit
15 “If you love me, keep my commands. 16 And I will ask the Father, and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever— 17 the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be[c] in you. 18 I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. 19 Before long, the world will not see me anymore, but you will see me. Because I live, you also will live. 20 On that day you will realize that I am in my Father, and you are in me, and I am in you. 21 Whoever has my commands and keeps them is the one who loves me. The one who loves me will be loved by my Father, and I too will love them and show myself to them.”
22 Then Judas (not Judas Iscariot) said, “But, Lord, why do you intend to show yourself to us and not to the world?”
23 Jesus replied, “Anyone who loves me will obey my teaching. My Father will love them, and we will come to them and make our home with them. 24 Anyone who does not love me will not obey my teaching. These words you hear are not my own; they belong to the Father who sent me.
25 “All this I have spoken while still with you. 26 But the Advocate, the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, will teach you all things and will remind you of everything I have said to you. 27 Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid.
28 “You heard me say, ‘I am going away and I am coming back to you.’ If you loved me, you would be glad that I am going to the Father, for the Father is greater than I. 29 I have told you now before it happens, so that when it does happen you will believe. 30 I will not say much more to you, for the prince of this world is coming. He has no hold over me, 31 but he comes so that the world may learn that I love the Father and do exactly what my Father has commanded me.
On a daily basis I am reminded that God is in control, and it’s my job to serve him. I have listened carefully and find myself changing from the inside out as a result. I consider it pure joy every time I have been accused of things, been called names and generally been moaned at for doing one thing or another. I have a feeling that something good is about to happen.
Generally the main prayer has been for good health of all family and friends and Christians all over the world. Specifically closer to home, and maybe a little selfish, but pressing into prayer to lift the flight ban between Africa and the UK, so that our families can really begin to get to know each other.
George released a new music video yesterday evening, and I am so proud and happy to see this, and so are the kids. You can find it at https://youtu.be/Uc3gfvLUuW8 – Please Like, Subscribe and Share. Let’s take this all around the world! In Jesus name I pray for success. Amen!
This is Gospel from Devine Voices from Ghana, Africa. Enjoy x
The priestly blessing
22 The Lord said to Moses, 23 ‘Tell Aaron and his sons, “This is how you are to bless the Israelites. Say to them:
24 ‘“‘The Lord bless you and keep you; 25 the Lord make his face shine on you and be gracious to you; 26 the Lord turn his face towards you and give you peace.’”
27 ‘So they will put my name on the Israelites, and I will bless them.’
Bible Study from Monday 22nd June 2020
I wanted to share this to confirm that I do spend time with God, it’s not just all copy and paste scripture. What I have discovered is the more time I spend with him, listening to what he has to say in the teachings, the more he blesses me.
Recently I have felt very tired and abandoned. I have been insulted, incorrectly referred to, I have been angry and frustrated and it absolutely links back to the total amount of time I spend in his presence. The more I study, read and listen to, the more my problems and prayers are answered.
On several occasions this month, I have found myself angry at God for saving me when I took the overdose back in 2000. I cried out to God and asked why he bothered to save me, I was having a terrible day. My answer came I discovered today through a sermon in the very early hours of the morning. He didn’t save me personally, what he did was save my parents from the grief. Powerful response, within 24 hours of my request. Wow!
Our God is truly amazing, and loves us all very much. God bless you all and thank you for reading, in Jesus name I pray. Amen.
George was found safe, alive and well! Thank you Lord Jesus for answer to prayer.
Did someone say they are up for a song challenge and does anyone know where in the bible it talks about a bride and groom and a song?
I have been handed three songs by wonderful composer King George Acquah (not the one in Canada by the way!). There are two sheets of music and one audio file. Please take a copy and create some new music using your genre of choice, effects etc are optional.
George is my new boyfriend, who I have been waiting 12 years for. He is the answer to my prayer for a godly man, who I can trust 100%. He is my soulmate and we are perfectly aligned on the planet. He is a composer, I am a music promoter, and together we are going to do some great things for this world. He has the same smile, joy and we are growing stronger in our bond and love every single day! We are totally committed to each other and I have been wearing the wedding rings around my necklace with a cross for 20 years. God is truly amazing!
This will be achieved through the @global.REViVE2020 page on Facebook. There will be a lot of wedding activity in the Facebook world until lockdown lifts. So many disappointed people because ‘corona the party pooper’ came along and ruined everyone’s plans. Including the party in Trowbridge park called REViVE2020, so I had to take it online. It was then the ideas began to flow, and now it’s turned into a global fundraising and music website. #REViVE2020 and all for the praise for the Lord our God, in Jesus name we pray, Amen. https://www.facebook.com/global.REViVE2020
Can you please help me to share his music far and wide, and accept the challenge. He has sent me three files. 2 of them are sheets of music for songs that were written in 2008 and one is an audio. You can download the files from the page. Find it, download it, make music, then share links and videos back onto the @global.REViVE2020 wall. Oh and don’t forget to invite your friends and family.
I strongly believe that death was defeated on 22nd April 2022. I believe that Jesus was a black man. I believe that George Acquah arriving now is like Jesus (because I can see the beauty of Jesus in him. I believe the Jesus will return soon, so it’s time to move. There are so many things falling into perfect place at the same time.
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JESUS SAID “I AM THE WAY, THE TRUTH, AND THE LIFE. AND NO-ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH ME” SAID THE LORD.
HE IS NOT HAPPY! AND WE NEED TO MOVE IN THE BODY OF CHRIST!!! NOW!!!
TO MY DARLING CHILDREN, WHO I LOVE DEARLY. THE SIMPLE RULES ARE BELOW, AND ARE YOU NEED NOW. STOP ARGUING ABOUT WHO IS RIGHT, WITH YOUR HOURS AND HOURS OF ANALYSIS AND TIME WASTED WHEN YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN SHARING THE GOSPEL AND WORSHIPPING ME TO BRING PEOPLE BACK TO THE CHURCH. SAID THE LORD
THIS IS WHAT HE WANTS IN 3 SIMPLE STEPS, AND IF YOU ARE NOT FOLLOWING THESE STEPS YOU ARE ALL WRONG:
LOVE GOD – Sing songs of worship and thanksgiving to Him for all he has done for you, and you will be blessed and uplifted. Come to God in prayer in the name of Jesus because that will provide the open door to God to hear your requests. Come with your prayers in whatever way you need to and pray expectantly. The place can be anywhere, either behind closed doors or in public. No longer will you be ashamed to pray in the name of Jesus.
LOVE OTHERS – Ensure they know that Jesus is the only way to me. There is no other way. There is no other way to God. Build your communities back up based on this.
LOVE YOURSELF – Ensure you know that Jesus is the way. There is no other way to God. Ensure that you rest and take good care of your bodies and your health. No longer will you work until death because you cannot afford to pay your bills. Money is no longer of value in this, the new normal. SAID THE LORD.
CLEAR INSTRUCTIONS TO HEAL THIS WORLD
ALL CHURCHES MUST MEET, POST PRAYER REQUESTS, AND SHARE JESUS CENTRED WORSHIP ON THE REVIVE2020 PAGE ON FACEBOOK. THE BODY OF CHRIST ARE RESPONSIBLE AS A COLLECTIVE TO POLICE THE PAGE TO ENSURE THAT NOTHING IS POSTED THAT IS NOT OF GOD, AND THAT EVERY SINGLE PROBLEM IN THE WORLD IS ADDRESSED THAT IS ON THE WALL. SAID THE LORD.
RIGHT NOW, A SINGLE PAGE IS WHAT IS NEEDED TO PREVENT ANY CONFUSION OR INABILITY TO FIND THE SITE. FURTHER ENVIRONMENTS AND TECHNOLOGY WILL COME OFF THE BACK OF THE REVIVE BRAND. SO THAT PEOPLE KNOW WHO THEY CAN TRUST. SAID THE LORD.
THE REVIVE2020 PAGE IS THE SPOTLIGHT, TO CLEARLY EXPOSE EVERY SINGLE PROBLEM THAT REQUIRES A FIX. USE IT TO SHARE CHARITIES THAT NEED HELP, SO THAT THEY CAN RECEIVE THE MONEY THEY NEED IN THE FASTEST POSSIBLE WAY. WOE TO ANYONE WHO IGNORES MY REQUESTS. SAID THE LORD.
IT IS THE TIME OF REVELATION, AND TIME OF THE RE WORDS. THERE IS A PHOTO ALBUM ON SARAH SMITH’S FACEBOOK WALL THAT CONTAINS EVERY PAGE FROM A CONCORDANCE WITH ALL THE WORDS THAT BEGIN WITH RE. ENSURE THAT ALL ARE CHECKED AND MET. WITH REFERENCES BACK TO THE BIBLE. SAID THE LORD.
YOU NEED TO CORRECT THOSE WHO HAVE BLAMED ME FOR THEIR OWN IGNORANCE AND DISRESPECT AND DISREGARD FOR ME. THEY MUST UNDERSTAND THE POWER I HAVE, AND STOP USING ME LIKE A SHOPPING LIST ON AMAZON. IF YOU DO NOT RECOGNISE JESUS, YOUR PRAYERS WILL NEVER BE ANSWERED. SO STOP COMPLAINING ABOUT HOW BAD YOUR LIFE IS, AND HOW IT’S ALL MY FAULT!
YOU ONLY HAVE YOURSELF TO BLAME FOR THE SITUATION YOU FIND YOURSELF IN! SO TURN FROM YOUR ARROGANT AND SELFISH WAY, GET ON YOUR KNEES AND REPENT OF ALL YOU HAVE DONE. YOU MUST LEARN AND UNDERSTAND THIS TO TEACH OTHERS OF MY POWER! SAID THE LORD.
I AM DISGUSTED AT HOW YOUR ‘MEDIA’ HAS COVERED UP SO MUCH THAT IS TRULY HAPPENING IN THIS WORLD, THE GOVERNMENTS OF CHINA AND AFRICA SPECIFICALLY REQUIRE SERIOUS ATTENTION AND RIGHT NOW! THESE PEOPLE ARE BEING PERSECUTED BECAUSE THEY LOVE MY SON JESUS. THIS MUST STOP NOW!!! SAID THE LORD AS SOON AS POSSIBLE YOU MUST LOOK CLOSELY INTO THESE PLACES. SAID THE LORD.
LOOK CLOSELY AT THE MOTIVES OF THE NEWSPAPERS THAT PRINT WORDS TO CAUSE HATRED AND DIVISION AND SCANDAL WITH THEIR LIES. THE RED TOPS, WHAT ARE THEY ABOUT? LOOK DEEP INTO THE PRACTICES, MORALS AND STANDARDS THEY USE. ARE THEY NEWS OR MAGNETS FOR SEXUAL GRATIFICATION AND GOSSIP. A GOOD EXAMPLE OF HOW THEY LIE AND TWIST THE TRUTH WAS CLEARLY SHOWN WHEN THOSE PEOPLE DIED AT THE FOOTBALL GROUND AND THEY TOLD LIES. SAID THE LORD.
THE WAR MACHINE WILL STOP TURNING. NO LONGER WILL MY CHILDREN LIVE IN FEAR OF THEIR LIVES FOR MONEY AND POWERAS THEY BEGIN TO TURN BACK TO ME AND DRIVE SATAN FROM THIS PLANET. YOU NO LONGER HAVE ANY POWER! GET USED TO THAT IDEA!!! SAID THE LORD
MY CHILDREN WILL SEARCH EVERY SINGLE PLACE UNTIL ALL ARE ACCOUNTED FOR, AND IF ANY OF YOU HAVE HURT ANY OF MY CHILDREN, YOU WILL KNOW AND FEEL MY WRATH UNTIL YOU GET ON YOUR KNEES AND REPENT, THEN TURN BACK TO JESUS AND SING SONGS OF WORSHIP LOUDER THAN EVER BEFORE.
MUSIC IS THE DRUG, SATAN USED SYNTHETIC REPLICATION OF WHAT I HAVE GIFTED YOU WITH THROUGH THE POWER OF THE HOLD SPIRIT. WHEN YOU TAKE THESE DRUGS, ALCOHOL AND STIMULANTS, YOU UPSET THE PERFECT BALANCE OF CHEMICALS THAT YOU ARE MADE UP OF. SAID THE LORD
MY CHILDREN WILL GATHER UNDER MY NAME, MY CROSS, NOT ONE WITH JESUS STILL ON IT, BECAUSE HE IS RISEN. CROSSES MUST BE SIMPLE AND CLEAR TO ALL TO DEMONSTRATE JESUS IS ALIVE AND WELL AND LIVING IN MY CHILDREN THROUGH THE POWER OF THE HOLY SPIRIT.
BEWARE OF THE WOLVES THAT PROWL AROUND, BEWARE OF THE TARGETING DDOS TO TAKE OUT THE VIRTUAL SOURCES AND TAKE THE CLOUDS DOWN. FIND THE EXPERTS WHO WILL KNOW, AND CAN TEST WITHOUT THE HOSTS KNOWLEDGE. THIS WORK IS FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE LORD. YOU MUST TEST EVERYTHING IN TECHNOLOGY BEFORE GOING LIVE. YOU NEED TO CHALLENGE THINGS THAT DO NOT FEEL RIGHT. PRAY BEFORE AND AFTER MEETINGS FOR SUCH THINGS. SAID THE LORD.
THERE ARE A LOT OF PEOPLE IMITATING FAITH TO MAKE MONEY, AND IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY AS THE BODY OF CHRIST TO ENSURE THEY ARE FOUND, AND REPENT FOR ALL THEY HAVE DONE. CHECK THE ONE NOTE FOR THE EVIDENCE. SAID THE LORD.
IF YOU NEED A GOOD EXAMPLE OF HOW MY NAME IS USED, AND IS CURRENTLY RUNNING NOW. LOOK CLOSELY AT 3D PRAISE WORLD TO SEE WHAT IT IS REALLY ABOUT? FAITH IN JESUS? OR SELLING BILLBOARDS? I SEE YOU RICK (JECKYL AND HYDE) AND WHAT YOU ARE DOING. I SAW YOU THROW YOUR BIBLE UP ON THE SHELF IN THE RICKY CASTER SHOW, NOBODY WITH FEAR OF GOD DOES THAT. Praise World 3D (Web view) SAID THE LORD.
I SEE HOW THERE IS NO LOVE IN YOUR TEXT WHEN YOU WRITE. HOW DARE YOU SACK MY CHILD, MIKE, WHO WORKED SO HARD FOR YOU. UNTIL YOU TURN BACK TO ME AND STOP MAKING MONEY USING MY NAME, PRETENDING THAT YOU ARE COVERED BY THE BLOOD OF JESUS WITH YOUR LADY THERE! STOP, REPENT, AND TURN BACK TO ME. ANYTHING IN MY NAME WILL BE FREE, NOT CHARGED. YOU WILL NEVER GAIN SUCCESS IN YOUR WORLD, UNTIL YOU REALISE THAT. SAID THE LORD.
I HAVE BLESSED MIKE ALREADY, HE HAS MADE ME PROUD WITH HIS WORK FOR THE REVIVE PAGE. THANK YOU SON. BUT BE MORE MINDFUL AND PROFESSIONAL PLEASE IN BUSINESS ENVIROMENTS. YOU CANNOT SPEAK TO LADIES WHO ARE MORE QUALIFIED THAN YOU IN THAT WAY JUST BECAUSE YOU WENT TO BIBLE COLLEGE. IT’S OK, YOU ARE YOUNG AND NAIVE, BUT YOU WILL LEARN FROM THIS TO MOVE FORWARDS INTO SUCCESS. SAID THE LORD.
STOP, REPENT AND TURN BACK TO JESUS. YOU WILL UNDERSTAND WHEN YOU FEEL MY PERFECT PEACE AND LOVE DEEP INTO YOUR SOUL. YOU WILL FEEL MY LOVE. YOU WILL KNOW WHO IS PURE BODY OF CHRIST BY THE CONNECTIONS THAT I MAKE TO YOU WHEN YOU HEAR MY MUSIC, FROM MY MUSICIANS ON MY STAGE ON THE 4TH MAY 2020. SAID THE LORD.
IF ANYONE IS UNSURE OF WHAT TO DO, YOU MUST ASK THE QUESTION ON THE WALL OF THE REVIVE PAGE. SO THAT THE MATTER IS DEALT WITH CORRECTLY. NOT IN THE WAY YOU THINK IT SHOULD BE DEALT WITH. I SEE YOU, THINKING YOU ARE MORE IMPORTANT THAN ME BECAUSE YOU WENT TO A SEMINARY. YOU MUST STOP, GET ON YOUR KNEES AND REPENT. ADMIT AND SUBMIT TO ME TO REMOVE THAT ARROGANT AND COCKY ATTITUDE YOU HAVE DEVELOPED. SAID THE LORD.
ALL YOU IN THE ‘BUSINESS’ OF MEDIA, WILL FIX AND SHOW THE REAL NEWS. THERE WILL BE NO PROFITEERING IN THIS AREA. PURE FACT, NEWS AND HIGHLIGHT GOOD NEWS AS WELL. WHAT HAS BEEN GOOD. NO LONGER ALL WHAT YOU FEEL PEOPLE SHOULD SEE, BUT WHAT IS ACTUALLY HAPPENING. AND WOE TO ANYONE WHO THINKS THAT THIS DOES NOT APPLY TO THEM. SAID THE LORD.
YOU MUST SETUP WATCH EVERY SECOND OF EVERY DAY AND CORRECT THOSE WHO UPLOAD INACCURATE INFORMATION. NO ONE IS TO BE MISLED, JUST GIVEN THE FACTS OF HOW TO BE SAVED BY JESUS. SAID THE LORD.
STOP WAFFLING, BAFFLING PEOPLE WITH ELABORATE AND CONFUSING TERMINOLOGY. LOVE LOVE LOVE. SIMPLE AND CLEAR. YOU HAVE MADE IT TOO DIFFICULT FOR PEOPLE TO REACH ME. YOU HAVE PUT UP WALLS AND BARRIERS TO PREVENT THE FREE SHARING OF MY INFORMATION. TIME TO STOP THAT, RAPIDO! PRONTO! NOW! SAID THE LORD.
IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO FIND THIS INFORMATION AND SHARE IT AS FAST AS YOU CAN. WE ARE NOW IN THE DAYS OF CHRIST RETURN, THE LAST DAYS THAT WERE SPOKEN OF IN REVELATION AND THROUGH PROPHETS. SAID THE LORD.
NO MORE TIME MESSING WITH GAMES AND DISTRACTIONS, NOW IS THE TIME FOR WORK!!! IT IS TIME TO BRING PEOPLE BACK TO JESUS! GLOBALLY! AND YOU MUST DO THIS DILIGENTLY UNTIL YOU HAVE REACHED EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON THIS PLANET. SAID THE LORD.
IT’S TIME TO ENSURE EVERY SINGLE PERSON ON THE PLANET KNOWS WHO JESUS IS, AND HOW TO BE SAVED. NOW!!! SAID THE LORD.
GOD SAID ENOUGH! TIME IS UP! SATAN HAS BEEN DEFEATED. AND IT IS TIME TO DRIVE HIM AND ALL THE DIRT HE HAS TAINTED MY PLANET AND CHILDREN WITH OFF THE FACE OF THIS EARTH. NOW!!! SAID THE LORD.
ANYTHING THAT IS NOT GODLY IS OUT! OUT! OUT! DEAD! NO LONGER VALID AND NO LONGER TO BE FOLLOWED. THAT IS WHY ALL THE BUILDINGS HAVE BEEN CLOSED. SO THAT YOU CANNOT HIDE IN THEM ANYMORE. SAID THE LORD.
THE CHURCH IS TOO HARD TO FIND ON THE INTERNET – THE CHURCH GOT TOO COMFORTABLE IN THEIR BUILDINGS. YOU HAVE ALL HELD ONTO YOUR OWN IDEAS, THINKING YOU ARE RIGHT AND ALL OTHERS ARE WRONG, WHEN YOU SHOULD HAVE BEEN WORKING TOGETHER. SAID THE LORD.
THE CHURCH GOT GREEDY, AND DIDN’T SHARE THEIR MONEY WITH THE POOR, DIDN’T SHARE THEIR RESOURCES TO HELP SMALLER CHURCHES. PREFERING TO MAKE THEIR BUILDINGS BEAUTIFUL INSTEAD IN SHINY GOLD AND ELABORATE ROBES AND STUPID RITUALS WAVING THINGS AROUND AND PRETENDING TO BE FROM ME. TIME TO STOP! SAID THE LORD.
PEOPLE HAVE IGNORED ALL GOD’S WARNINGS VIA EARTHQUAKES AND DISASTERS! IT’S ALL IN THE BIBLE! BUT THEY CHOSE THEIR SELFIES AND THEIR CELEBRITIES OVER GOD. ORANGE PEOPLE REALLY? DEATH OF A TV PRESENTER AND THE SHOW CARRIED ON!?! DISGUSTING VILE AND MAKES ME WANT TO VOMIT HOW DISPENSIBLE YOU HAVE MADE PEOPLE, IN TV, MOVIES, MUSIC AND THE ARTS. SAID THE LORD.
HOW DARE YOU! HOW DARE YOU THINK THAT YOU ARE ABOVE GOD? HOW WRONG YOU ARE, AND IT’S NOW TIME TO FIX ALL THE PROBLEMS THAT HAVE BEEN CREATED. SAID THE LORD.
SATAN HAS BEEN DEFEATED BY SARAH SMITH ON 22ND APRIL 2020. SHE TRIED TO TELL YOU SHE HEARD THE TRUMPETS OF THE NEW HEAVEN AND EARTH, AND YOU IGNORED HER. SAID SHE WAS SHARING TOO MUCH, ANNOYING, MAD, AND OTHER THINGS AS SHE TRIED DESPARATELY TO TELL YOU. SAID THE LORD. SAID THE LORD.
THANK YOU DAN FOR TAKING THE TIME TO SPEND WITH SARAH SO THAT MY PERFECT PLAN COULD BE REVEALED. THANK YOU FOR SPENDING THE SLEEPLESS NIGHT TO PUT INTO WRITING ALL THAT IS REQUIRED. YOU WILL BE BLESSED IN ABUNDANCE FOR YOU CONTRIBUTION MY SON. BECAUSE I LOVE YOU. SAID THE LORD.
SARAH WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERY SINGLE PERSON THAT HELPED HER DURING HER MASSIVE SPIRITUAL ATTACK WITH SATAN HIMSELF. SHE CALLED OUT TO SO MANY AND ONLY A FEW RESPONDED IN TIME TO HELP HER. YOU ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, SO THANK YOU. YOUR SUPPORT WAS A KEY TO HER VICTORY. YOU SENT FOR HELP AND ENSURED IT ARRIVED, AND CHECKED IN TO MAKE SURE SHE WAS OK. SAID THE LORD
TO KEEP THINGS SIMPLE, YOU NEED TO CHECK HER FACEBOOK WALL FOR DATE AND TIME STAMPS. SHE IS WORKING ON BRINGING TOGETHER A TAPESTRY. I SHOWED HER WHAT THE STITCHES MEANT RECENTLY. SAID THE LORD.
YOU NEED TO CHECK ALL HER SOCIAL MEDIA CONNECTION AND MESSAGES WITH YOU, ALL THE MESSAGES, CHECK THE DATES AND TIMES TO UNDERSTAND THAT WHAT SHE SPEAKS IS TRUTH AND OF ME. SAID THE LORD.
SHE HAS WORKED DILIGENTLY FOR YEARS TO GATHER ALL THE INFORMATION I ASKED HER TO. AND NOW SHE WILL CONCENTRATE ON UPLOADING ALL THE INFORMATION TO HER FACEBOOK WALL. DO NOT CONTACT HER, OR HASSLE HER. SHE HAS A LOT OF WORK TO UPLOAD AND NEEDS HELP TO SHARE THE WEBSITE FOR REVIVE2020. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU! ALL YOU WHO IGNORED HER PLEAS, YOU MUST APOLOGISE AND REPENT. SHE HAS DONE EXACTLY WHAT I HAVE ASKED HER TO DO. WHEN SHE FELT UNEASY AND TRIED TO SPEAK, YOU STOPPED HER, YOU SPOKE OVER HER, YOU LEFT HER TO THIS ALL ON HER OWN. I’M VERY PLEASED WITH WHAT SHE DID, BY SLOWLY WORKING OUT MY PLAN AND HOW TO APPROACH IT. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, WHO ABUSED HER AND TOOK HER VIRGINITY AT 10 YEARS OF AGE. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, AND I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE. GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES IN FRONT OF ME AND REPENT AND TURN BACK TO JESUS. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, WHO ABUSED HER, BY DISGREGARDING HER BODY, AND USING IT FOR SEXUAL GRATIFICATION, THEN LEAVING HER TO PICK UP THE PIECES. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHERE YOU ARE. REPENT AND TURN BACK TO JESUS. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, WHO DISMISSED HER AS JUST A GIRL. WHO WASN’T CAPABLE OF HAVING AN OPINION OR BRAINS, BASED ON THE FACT THAT SHE IS A FEMALE! I KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I KNOW WHERE YOU ARE. REPENT AND TURN BACK TO JESUS. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, WHO GANG RAPED HER WHEN SHE WAS DRUNK. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, I SEE YOU, YOU MUST GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES AND REPENT, AND TURN TO THE BODY OF CHRIST FOR HELP. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, WHO LOVED AND CARED FOR HER, WHEN SHE COULD NO LONGER COPE WITH THIS LIFE, AND WAS DRIVEN TO TAKE HER OWN LIFE TO ESCAPE BECAUSE SHE DIDN’T FEEL LIKE SHE BELONGED HERE. I THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE WITH A GENTLE SOFT VOICE OF REASSURANCE AND TENDER LOVING CARE. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, ALL THOSE COMPANIES, WHO HAVE TAKEN ADVANTAGE! TURN TO JESUS AND REPENT! YOU WHO THINK THAT YOU CAN SUE THE NHS? REALLY? GET ON YOUR KNEES AND REPENT, AND PAY BACK EVERY SINGLE PENNY THAT YOU HAVE STOLEN FROM THE PUBLIC PURSE TO FUND YOUR EXCESSIVE AND EXTORTIONATE SALARIES! SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YOU FAT GREEDY BOSSES OF COMPANIES WHO HAVE STORED AWAY MONEY FROM EVERYONE. IT’S NOW TIME TO PAY ALL THAT MONEY BACK TO THOSE WHO YOU HAVE STOLEN FROM AND PAID POORLY. SAID THE LORD.
YOU WILL BRING IN A ROBIN HOOD TAX, TO REDISTRIBUTE THE WEALTH BACK INTO SOCIETY. ENSURING THAT EVERY SINGLE PERSON HAS A HOME WITH A MINIMUM BASIC REQUIREMENT. SAID THE LORD.
THE BODY OF CHRIST WILL ENSURE THAT EVERY SINGLE PERSON HAS A HOUSE TO CALL HOME. NO ONE WILL BE HOMELESS, IT WILL ONLY BE A WORD IN THE DICTIONARY. SAID THE LORD.
I HAVE GIVEN INSTRUCTIONS TO SARAH SMITH OVER A PERIOD OF TIME. IT IS YOUR RESPONSIBILITY TO FIND EVERY SINGLE INSTRUCTION ON HER WALL AND ACTION IT. SAID THE LORD.
I WANT THE BEST. THE BEST WEBSITE, APPS, PROMOTION, MUSIC, ARTS, SCHOOLS, EDUCATION AND WHATEVER ELSE IS RIGHT AND APPROPRIATE FOR EVERY SINGLE CHILD OF MINE. NOT ONE CHILD WILL BE DENIED EDUCATION ON THE BASIS THAT THEY CANNOT AFFORD IT. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, ALL THE PAEDOPHILES IN THE CHURCH! ALL THOSE YOU HAVE ABUSED HAVE NOT BEEN GIVEN JUSTICE, TO JUST SAY SORRY IS NOT ENOUGH. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHERE YOU ARE, AND I WILL FIND YOU. YOU MUST COMPENSATE EVERY SINGLE VICTIM IN FULL. UNTIL THEY FEEL MY PERFECT PEACE. HOW DARE YOU, YOU DISGUST ME! USING PEOPLE FOR YOUR SEXUAL GRATIFICATION. SAID THE LORD.
TO MY DARLING INNOCENT YOUNG CHILDREN, WHO WERE HURT IN ALL THIS, YOU WILL GET YOUR JUSTICE, I PROMISE. REST IN THE LOVE OF THE BODY OF CHRIST. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, ALL WHO USE THE NAME OF THE CHURCH FOR PERSONAL MONETARY GAIN? I KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND WHERE YOU ARE, AND EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU WILL BE EXPOSED FOR YOUR GREED. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, ALL THE DISGRACEFUL GOVERNMENTS THAT IGNORED THE PLEAS OF MY CHILDREN IN AFRICA. I KNOW EVERY SINGLE THING YOU HAVE DONE, AND YOU WILL BE HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR YOUR ACTIONS. SAID THE LORD.
YOU, YES YOU, IN THE MUSIC INDUSTRY, WHO HAVE BROUGHT IN YOUR FILTH, GRIME, AND SEXUAL GRATIFICATION TO THE MUSIC. TIME IS UP. NO MORE WILL THERE BE CHART TOPPING SUCCESS FOR THOSE WHO CURSE, ABUSE, DISREGARD VALUE OF HUMAN LIFE, AND SHOUT ABOUT GUNS AND VIOLENCE. NOW IS THE TIME FOR MY MUSIC TO RISE TO THE TOP OF THE CHARTS. SAID THE LORD.
YOU SEE I HAVE PROVEN TO YOU, BY LOCKING YOU OUT OF YOUR PLACES OF LEISURE AND CONNECTIONS, THAT YOU NEED STRONG COMMUNITIES THAT SUPPORT EVERY SINGLE PERSON. FROM THE OLDEST TO THE YOUNGEST. SAID THE LORD.
YOU WILL STOP IGNORING AND CASTING ASIDE THE ELDERLY. THEY WILL BECOME CARED FOR AND LOVED UNTIL THEY COME BACK TO ME. ALL FUNDING WILL BE RE-ESTABLISHED FOR ALL ELDERLY PEOPLE. SAID THE LORD.
SCHOOLS AND UNIVERSITIES WILL BE FUNDED CORRECTLY, AND THE TEACHERS AND THE HEADS WILL BE PUT BACK IN CHARGE. GOVERNMENTS WILL ENSURE THAT THEY ONLY PROVIDE FUNDING TO ENSURE THE PROFESSIONALS WHO KNOW EXACTLY WHAT EVERY CHILD NEEDS IS CATERED FOR. NOW! NO MORE FEES FOR EDUCATION. ALL WILL BE FREE FROM NOW ON! SAID THE LORD.
THERE WILL BE STANDARDISATION OF HEALTHCARE, FREE FOR EVERYONE. EVERYWHERE. ALL GOVERNMENTS WILL ENSURE THAT THIS HAPPENS. NO MORE HEALTH RIP OFF INSURANCE WHERE ONLY THE RICH GET HEALTHCARE. I AM DISGUSTED THAT YOU HAVE PUT MONETARY VALUE ON HUMAN LIFE BASED ON THE ABILITY TO PAY. NO MORE!!! THIS STOPS NOW!!! SAID THE LORD.
THE DARK WEB, THE PLACE WHERE THE CRIMINALS PEDAL THEIR CHILD PORNOGRAPHY, DRUGS AND GUNS, WILL BE SHUT DOWN. THEY WILL NO LONGER EXIST BECAUSE MY CHILDREN WILL ENSURE THAT EVERY SINGLE PAGE IS DESTROYED! NOW! SAID THE LORD.
THE OIL COMPANIES WILL CLEAN UP THE PLANET. THEY WILL STOP RAPING THE LAND FOR PROFIT. NOW! SAID THE LORD.
THE DESSIMATION OF THE RAIN FOREST WILL STOP NOW!!! SAID THE LORD.
THE UTILITY COMPANIES WILL STOP CHARGING TO PAY THEMSELVES INFLATED DISGRACEFUL SALARIES, WITH NO REGARD FOR PEOPLE WHO CANNOT AFFORD TO PAY. THIS WILL STOP IMMEDIATELY. SAID THE LORD.
THE CHARITY GREED, SKIMMING OFF THE MONEY TO PAY YOURSELVES WILL STOP!!! RIGHT NOW!!! ALL CHARITY WILL NOW GO VIA MY PAGE ON THE INTERNET. REVIVE2020 WILL CONTROL ALL CHARITY.
THOSE WHO THINK THEY CAN TAKE THE MONEY FROM THOSE WHO NEED IT, YOUR TIME IS UP. I KNOW WHO YOU ARE, WHERE YOU ARE, AND MY CHILDREN WILL ENSURE THAT YOU ARE EXPOSED IF YOU FEEL THAT YOU WILL GET AWAY WITH WHAT YOU HAVE DONE. YOU MUST ACT QUICKLY TO REPENT OF FEEL MY WRATH AND PURE ANGER AT YOUR GREED AND LACK OF RESPECT FOR ALL THOSE WHO TIRELESSLY RAISE FUNDS TO HELP OTHERS. SAID THE LORD.
YOU MUST LOOK INTO WHAT CHINA ARE BUYING. IF YOU HAVE DATA IN THE CLOUD ARCHITECTURE, YOU MUST ENSURE THAT YOU HAVE LOCKED DOWN AND STORED LOCALLY YOUR DATA. BECAUSE IF CHINA STOPS THE INTERNET, YOU WILL NOT BE ABLE TO USE YOUR DATA. GET THE BEST INTERNET SECURITY AND INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY PEOPLE LOOKING INTO THIS AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. SAID THE LORD.
THERE WILL BE SEVERAL MEETING PLACES FOR MY CHILDREN BOTH PHYSICALLY AND VIRTUALLY. THE CLOUD ENVIRONMENT MUST BE LOOKED INTO, TO ENSURE THAT IT CANNOT BE ABUSED. YOU MUST SEARCH ALL PLATFORMS, GAMING, ONLINE, ETC AND ROOT OUT THE EVIL FROM THE GROOMERS TO THE PSYCHOLOGY THAT IS USED FOR MONETARY GAIN. THE PSYCHOLOGY THAT TAPS INTO THE REWARD PART OF THE BRAIN. I SEE WHAT YOU ARE DOING, STOP! REPENT AND TURN BACK TO JESUS. MY CHILDREN WILL SHOW YOU WHAT IS ACCCEPTABLE FOR THESE THINGS NOW. SAID THE LORD.
I HAVE PROVED TO YOU THAT YOU TRAVEL WAY TO MUCH! I HAVE LOCKED YOU DOWN, AND YET YOU HAVE STILL MANAGED TO KEEP YOUR BUSINESS RUNNING. THE STATISTICS RELATING TO GLOBAL WARMING AND THE REDUCTION OF THE HOLE IN THE ATMOSPHERE MUST NOT BE IGNORED. TECHNOLOGY WILL REPLACE TRAVEL FOR BUSINESS. THERE IS NO NEED TO TRAVEL EXCEPT TO GATHER AND MEET OTHER CHRIST CENTRED BROTHERS AND SISTERS TO REST AND WORSHIP TOGETHER. SAID THE LORD.
CHINA, WILL HAVE THE WORLD SPOTLIGHT SHONE INTO EVERYTHING THEY ARE DOING. WOE TO THE LEADER WHO THINKS THAT HE IS ABOVE ME. IT IS TIME FOR HIM TO REPENT, GET DOWN ON HIS KNEES, AND BEG ME FOR HIS FORGIVENESS. HE MUST REALISE THE ERROR OF HIS SELF INFLATED EGO!!! AND TURN BACK TO JESUS. ENSURING THAT THE HOME CHURCH BANS FOR MY CHILDREN ARE NOW LIFTED. THE SERMONS IN THEIR CHURCHES IN CHINA WILL NOW WORSHIP ME. THEY WILL KNOW WHO JESUS IS, WHY HE CAME, WHAT HE CAME FOR, AND CLEARLY UNDERSTAND THAT JESUS IS THE ONLY WAY TO ME. NO OTHER WAY!!! SAID THE LORD.
TO ALL THE FAKE AND FALSE GOD FOLLOWERS. YOU WILL ALL TURN BACK TO JESUS, AND IN TURN SPEND TIME IN REPENTANCE FOR YOUR SINS AND IGNORANCE. YOU WILL PRAY IN THE NAME OF JESUS, AND YOU WILL BE LOCATED AND CORRECTED IF YOU DON’T. NOT THROUGH VIOLENCE! BUT THROUGH EDUCATION BY MY CHURCH, MY CHILDREN. SAID THE LORD.
MY BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN WHO I AM SO PROUD OF, WHO STAND UP FOR ME, DESPITE THE MOCKING AND THE RIDICULE, BECAUSE THEY FEEL ME. THEY KNOW I AM REAL. THEY UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM, AND JUST WANT OTHERS TO FEEL MY LOVE TOO. I AM SUCH A PROUD FATHER TO SEE YOU ALL STANDING SHOULDER TO SHOULDER IN PRAYER, PRAISE AND WORSHIP. AND YOU KNOW THIS BECAUSE I OUTPOUR MY LOVE AND FILL YOU WHEN YOU SING YOUR SONGS TO ME. THANK YOU. SAID THE LORD.
LOOK AT YOU ALL DROWNING IN ALL YOUR STUFF, PAYING THOUSANDS FOR A PHONE WHEN THOUSANDS ARE DYING DUE TO LACK OF FOOD AND BASIC SANITATION. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELVES WITH YOU OBSESSIONS WITH ALL THINGS SHINY AND FAKE. SAID THE LORD.
THE BODY OF CHRIST MUST RECOGNISE THAT THE TRUTH IS IN JESUS’ TEACHING. FRUITS OF THE SPIRIT ARE THE BASIS OF WHAT IS GOOD, TRUE AND RIGHT FOR MY CHILDREN. THEY MUST SHARE THEIR KNOWLEDGE WITH THE WORLD. SAID THE LORD.
THE ARMY OF CHRIST WILL COMB THIS EARTH, EVER SINGLE INCH, UNTIL EVERY SINGLE PERSON IS FOUND AND HELPED. IF YOU ARE LOST, LONELY OR CANNOT BE FOUND, WE WILL SEARCH FOR YOU. I PROMISE, EVERY SINGLE ONE OF MY CHILDREN WILL BE ACCOUNTED FOR. SAID THE LORD.
THE ARMY OF CHRIST WILL WELCOME ANYONE OF ANY COLOUR, RACE OR CREED. THERE WILL BE COMPLETE RESPECT FOR ALL HUMANS. YOU ARE ALL WRONG IF YOU THINK YOUR FAITH IS RIGHT IF JESUS IS NOT AT THE FRONT AND CENTRE. SAID THE LORD.
THE ARMY OF CHRIST NEEDS TO NOW RISE UP TO THEIR RESPONSIBILITY TO SHARE THE GOSPEL, AND STOP FINGER POINTING AT THOSE WHO THEY THINK ARE WRONG! WELL! GOD SAID STOP DOING MY JOB! SAID THE LORD.
I AM SICK OF YOUR WAFFLE, AND JUDGEMENT OF WHO YOU THINK SHOULD BE HELPED BECAUSE ALL MY CHILDREN NEED HELP. EVERY SINGLE MAN, WOMAN AND CHILD ON THIS PLANET. SAID THE LORD.
AND SPEAKING OF THE PLANET. HOW DISGRACFULLY AND DISRESPECTFULLY YOU HAVE ALLOWED SYSTEMATIC ABUSE OF RESOURCES, ANIMALS AND THE OCEANS! SAID THE LORD.
HE MADE IT CLEAR THAT WE ARE TOO FRAGMENTED AND MUST MEET UNDER ONE WEBSITE.
HE WANTS SIMPLE ACCESS TO THE CHURCH, WHICH IS WHY HE CLOSED ALL THE BUILDINGS. TO FORCE ALL THE CHURCHES TO LEARN THIS TECHNOLOGY, THAT WAS DISMISSED AND IGNORED, DESPITE REQUESTS TO REACH PEOPLE WHO COULD NOT ATTEND CHURCH AND WERE STUCK AT HOME.
EVERY SINGLE PERSON MUST KNOW WHERE THIS WEBSITE IS TO BE CONNECTED, AND HAVE ACCURATE AND TRUE INFORMATION. THAT WAY, THERE IS NO CONFUSION OVER WHAT GOD WANTS. ALL CHURCHES, ALL OVER THE WORLD, ALL ‘RELIGIONS’ THAT ARE MAN MADE WILL NOW CEASE!
WATCH THIS. IT WILL EXPLAIN PERFECTLY WHAT HAS HAPPENED. SO YOU CAN ALL STOP SPECULATING AND GUESSING AND ASSUMING THAT YOU KNOW WHAT I AM DOING. THAT IS MY JOB, NOT YOURS!!!
The sobering truth. I will let the statistics speak for themselves. Please read carefully each number and where it is related to. This is the total number for that place that has died. Every single person that has died of this horrible virus that is ravaging through our population. Also consider those that are yet to be accounted for that have not been found yet because they didn’t even make it to the hospital, or are yet to be tested for cause of death.
Since 31 December 2019 and as of 04 April 2020, 1 082 054 cases of COVID-19 (in accordance with the applied case definitions and testing strategies in the affected countries) have been reported, including 58 142 deaths.
The deaths have been reported from Italy (14 681), Spain (10 935), United States (7 157), France (6 507), United Kingdom (3 605), China (3 330), Iran (3 160), Netherlands (1 487), Belgium (1 143), Germany (1 017), Switzerland (607), Turkey (425), Brazil (359), Sweden (333), Portugal (246), Canada (187), Indonesia (181), South Korea (177), Austria (168), Ecuador (145), Denmark (139), Philippines (136), Romania (133), Ireland (120), Algeria (83), Poland (71), Japan (69), Dominican Republic (68), India (68), Peru (61), Mexico (60), Greece (59), Iraq (54), Czech Republic (53), Malaysia (53), Egypt (52), Morocco (44), Norway (44), Panama (41), Israel (39), Serbia (39), Argentina (37), Russia (34), Hungary (32), San Marino (32), Luxembourg (31), Pakistan (31), Australia (30), Colombia (25), Ukraine (23), Chile (22), Saudi Arabia (21), Finland (20), Slovenia (20), Thailand (19), Bosnia and Herzegovina (18), Albania (17), Andorra (16), Burkina Faso (16), Lebanon (16), Honduras (15), Puerto Rico (15), Bulgaria (14), Democratic Republic of the Congo (13), Tunisia (13), Estonia (12), North Macedonia (12), Cyprus (11), Bolivia (10), Lithuania (9), Cameroon (8), Croatia (8), Moldova (8), United Arab Emirates (8), Armenia (7), International conveyance in Japan (7), Mauritius (7), South Africa (7), Bangladesh (6), Cuba (6), Trinidad and Tobago (6), Azerbaijan (5), Ghana (5), Jordan (5), Niger (5), Singapore (5), Taiwan (5), Afghanistan (4), Bahrain (4), Belarus (4), Guam (4), Guyana (4), Iceland (4), Kenya (4), Sri Lanka (4), Uruguay (4), Bahamas (3), Congo (3), El Salvador (3), Jamaica (3), Kazakhstan (3), Mali (3), Paraguay (3), Qatar (3), Syria (3), Togo (3), Venezuela (3), Angola (2), Costa Rica (2), Guernsey (2), Jersey (2), Montenegro (2), Nigeria (2), Sint Maarten (2), Sudan (2), Uzbekistan (2), Botswana (1), Brunei Darussalam (1), Cape Verde (1), Cayman Islands (1), Côte d’Ivoire (1), Curaçao (1), Gabon (1), Gambia (1), Gibraltar (1), Guatemala (1), Isle of Man (1), Kosovo** (1), Kyrgyzstan (1), Latvia (1), Libya (1), Mauritania (1), Myanmar (1), New Zealand (1), Nicaragua (1), Northern Mariana Islands (1), Oman (1), Palestine* (1), Senegal (1), Suriname (1), United Republic of Tanzania (1), Zambia (1) and Zimbabwe (1).
Cases have been reported on the following continents:
Africa: South Africa (1 505), Algeria (986), Egypt (779), Morocco (708), Cameroon (509), Tunisia (455), Burkina Faso (288), Côte d’Ivoire (218), Senegal (207), Ghana (205), Nigeria (190), Democratic Republic of the Congo (134), Kenya (122), Niger (98), Rwanda (89), Madagascar (65), Guinea (52), Uganda (48), Congo (41), Djibouti (41), Togo (40), Mali (39), Zambia (39), Ethiopia (35), Eritrea (22), Gabon (21), United Republic of Tanzania (21), Benin (16), Equatorial Guinea (16), Guinea-Bissau (15), Namibia (14), Libya (11), Mozambique (10), Seychelles (10), Eswatini (9), Zimbabwe (9), Angola (8), Central African Republic (8), Chad (7), Liberia (7), Sudan (7), Cape Verde (6), Mauritania (6), Somalia (5), Botswana (4), Gambia (4), Burundi (3), Malawi (3) and Sierra Leone (2).
Asia: China (82 527), Iran (50 468), Turkey (20 921), South Korea (10 156), Israel (7 428), Malaysia (3 333), Philippines (3 018), Japan (2 935), India (2 902), Pakistan (2 291), Indonesia (1 986), Thailand (1 978), Saudi Arabia (1 885), Singapore (1 114), United Arab Emirates (1 024), Qatar (949), Iraq (772), Bahrain (643), Lebanon (494), Kazakhstan (460), Taiwan (355), Kuwait (342), Jordan (299), Vietnam (239), Afghanistan (235), Oman (231), Uzbekistan (227), Mauritius (186), Palestine* (155), Sri Lanka (151), Kyrgyzstan (144), Brunei Darussalam (133), Cambodia (114), Bangladesh (61), Myanmar (20), Maldives (19), Syria (16), Mongolia (14), Laos (10), Nepal (6), Bhutan (5) and Timor-Leste (1).
America: United States (277 965), Canada (12 519), Brazil (9 056), Chile (3 737), Ecuador (3 368), Mexico (1 688), Panama (1 673), Peru (1 595), Dominican Republic (1 488), Colombia (1 267), Argentina (1 265), Costa Rica (416), Uruguay (386), Puerto Rico (378), Cuba (269), Honduras (264), Venezuela (144), Bolivia (139), Trinidad and Tobago (100), Paraguay (96), Aruba (62), El Salvador (56), Jamaica (53), Guatemala (50), Barbados (45), United States Virgin Islands (40), Bermuda (35), Cayman Islands (29), Bahamas (24), Guyana (23), Sint Maarten (23), Haiti (18), Antigua and Barbuda (15), Dominica (14), Saint Lucia (13), Grenada (12), Curaçao (11), Greenland (10), Suriname (10), Saint Kitts and Nevis (9), Saint Vincent and the Grenadines (7), Saint Barthelemy (6), Montserrat (5), Nicaragua (5), Turks and Caicos Islands (5), Belize (4), Anguilla (3), British Virgin Islands (3), Bonaire, Saint Eustatius and Saba (2) and Falkland Islands (1).
Europe: Italy (119 827), Spain (117 710), Germany (79 696), France (64 338), United Kingdom (38 168), Switzerland (19 706), Belgium (16 770), Netherlands (15 723), Austria (11 525), Portugal (9 886), Sweden (6 078), Norway (5 208), Ireland (4 273), Czech Republic (4 190), Russia (4 149), Denmark (3 757), Poland (3 383), Romania (3 183), Luxembourg (2 612), Finland (1 615), Greece (1 613), Serbia (1 476), Iceland (1 364), Croatia (1 079), Ukraine (987), Estonia (961), Slovenia (934), Lithuania (771), Armenia (736), Hungary (678), Moldova (591), Bosnia and Herzegovina (586), Latvia (493), Bulgaria (485), Slovakia (450), Azerbaijan (443), Andorra (439), North Macedonia (430), Cyprus (396), Belarus (351), Albania (304), San Marino (251), Malta (202), Faroe Islands (179), Montenegro (174), Georgia (148), Kosovo** (126), Jersey (118), Guernsey (114), Isle of Man (114), Gibraltar (95), Liechtenstein (75), Monaco (64) and Holy See (7).
Oceania: Australia (5 548), New Zealand (824), Guam (87), French Polynesia (39), New Caledonia (18), Fiji (12), Northern Mariana Islands (8) and Papua New Guinea (1).
Other: International conveyance in Japan (696).
* This designation shall not be construed as recognition of a State of Palestine and is without prejudice to the individual positions of the Member States on this issue.
** This designation is without prejudice to positions on status, and is in line with UN Security Council Resolution 1244/1999 and the International Court of Justice Opinion on the Kosovo Declaration of Independence.
It is times like this when I truly realise how important my decision was to hand my life over to Jesus. I wrote this prayer while worshipping. And shared it as far as I could!
Lord have mercy, praying for us all today. Father I plead with you to open the eyes and hearts of the unbelievers, help them to see the believers and Jesus working through them. Lord I lift up to you my concerns today, through worship and prayer, for protection our families, friends, friends of friends, family of friends of friends, every person with a link to us in life, either physically or spiritually.
Lord help people to understand that they need you, to turn back to you, no matter what they have said to hurt you, or hate you. We all so desperately need your comfort, your presence and guidance during this time of uncertainty, confusion, and just indescribable sadness, pain and loss.
Lord help them to return to you, Lord help us to be strong like anchors in the storm you have reminded us of recently. Feeling like a small boat against 100ft waves, I am strangely calm facing this all, because I trust you! I trust you when you said to me through the bible that you would never leave me, forsake me, or stop loving me and being there for me.
You reminded me this morning in the song Good good Father, of your love for me, despite what I was and what I am, when I get things wrong, upset people because I cannot fix everything and be there for everyone.
I thank you sincerely from the depths of my heart for what you suffered on that cross, not just for me, but for all of us, all our sin, and as I look today, through the social media feeds, all the sin and all the hatred still exists towards you Father, blaming you for all this, people saying what a sick and twisted God you are for killing innocent and vulnerable people.
So here I am, a living example of the one you didn’t leave behind all those years ago when I took 125 paracetamol and just wanted to go to sleep because I didn’t feel that I belonged here. The day you woke me up face down in the hospital bed before I went over the very high cliff into blackness. The day I am certain and sure that you caught me, cradled me in your love and comfort and used people around me to introduce yourself, in simple words. A quiet room, quiet conversations, patience and good humour. That is when you saved my life.
In this time at home I am doing the best I can, standing strong in my faith, a soldier standing proudly for you in my armour of God you have blessed me with. Standing shoulder to shoulder with my brothers and sisters in Christ all over the world. Sharing songs of worship, scripture, words of encouragement, words of comfort and sharing your love Lord in all I am doing today, and for however long you want me to continue to do this.
(** distracted while writing this by 10000 reasons playing on the radio Ali Dewsbury)
I pray today that I am doing what is your will and not mine, and I pray for knowledge and guidance if you think that I’m not. If I have said something out of misunderstanding, please let me know. if there is something that I have not forgiven, please let me know. Bring things to my attention that I need to fix please Lord, I need your help in this.
I lift up prayers every day, at any time, short and long because I love my family, I love my friends, I love the people I used to work with, I love my old work colleagues, I love the people that used to be regulars in the pubs and clubs I worked in, I love the people that have taught me all the things that have provided the skills I need to call on today, I love the people who are working tirelessly to make a difference to someone else, I love the people who have contacted me privately for prayer….
I thank you for choosing me to help them Lord! I thank you for your love and compassion so that I can do this. Your strength and promises make me everything I am today, and your guidance from the Holy Spirit just amazes me. You lift me when I’m tired but someone needs me, you make me feel loved when the house is silent, you wrap your love around me when I’m feeling anxious and scared. Thank you, thank you Lord Jesus, because if it wasn’t for you, I would not be here today.
Lord I plead with you today to out pour your love, and for people to understand, so that we may stand even stronger, louder and proud to worship you, because you deserve all the praise.
In 2000 I gave my life to Jesus, surrendered all to him and asked him to take control in my life.
On 24th November 2019 I made the decision to lean completely into God and completely trust him with the path I was to take.
To demonstrate just how serious I was about working for him I sealed this gesture in paint to show that I was willing to be his hands and his feet from now on in everything I do, and to ask him daily in prayer what he would like to use me for today.
Upon reflection I can look back and clearly see how he has worked in me over the last 20 years, and shaped me into the person you all know today.
Some may dismiss it as a load of b@)(0#&£ , but to me it was a decision that saved my life, and could do the same for you if you just let Him in.
This is not religion, I cannot stress that enough, it is a personal relationship with God. I pray that very soon God will open all our eyes and our hearts to see so that we can all understand…. I pray in the powerful name of Jesus! Amen
Jesus said “Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one that knocks the door will be opened.
Which of you, if your son asks for bread, will give him a stone? Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? Of you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! So in everything, do to others what you would have do to you, for this sums up the Law and the Prophets.”
You can find this in the bible, under Matthew, in chapter 7, look for the little number 7 and read through to the end of the sentence with the little number 12.
Let’s use this time wisely, to get ourselves in a relationship with God. He loves you very much and just wants what is best for you and those around you. And the great thing is you can be completely honest with him in prayer, talk to him in the same way you talk to other people. He is with us every hour of every single day and knows exactly what we need, but needs us to talk to him about it so that we can re establish our relationship with him.
Stay safe, I am praying (with millions of others) for us all, so if you have been thinking about this but not sure I strongly recommend that you start today as soon as possible before it’s all too late.
I strongly believe that what is written in the Bible is the truth and God’s word, and if what had been shown to be true in the old testament to the new we really are beginning to see signs of the end times.
I’m no expert, I’m fairly well educated, I’m not stupid and I’m certainly not (nor have been) perfect. I did some terrible things in the past that I’m not proud of and I have also forgiven so many people who have treated me badly.
I couldn’t understand until I started through each thing step by step, asking God for help to understand.
Slowly over the years God has really began to open up and show me the power of prayer, the amazing love and peace, and most importantly what a sacrifice Jesus was when he died on the cross for all of our sin. Past, present and future.
I am at peace, life is still hard, I still have to deal with anger and frustration at things, I still have to face things and deal with situations like everyone else but the only difference is that at any time I can sit in prayer and speak to God about anything and everything, and can be honest and tell him when I’m not able to deal with the situation, and he provides a solution that he sees fit. Sometimes this is not necessarily what I think I need, but absolutely what God has in his plan for me (and every single one of us if you start to look closely enough).
I have so much love and compassion for other people like nothing ever before. And because I love you I so want you to see it too.
If you want to ask me anything, please just ask 🙂 God is really moving right now, it’s pretty hard to miss it! Look for the love and compassion that has massively grown for each other in comparison to last year. And before you go blaming God for the bad things happening, stop, get your facts right in scripture, because you will realise that we are truly living in a very fallen world that has turned its back on God and turned to the self importance, arrogant, inconsiderate attitudes toward God and other fellow human beings.
It’s time to stop, time to turn back to God and time to accept Jesus onto your hearts.
I thank God every day for the protection he has provided for those who I know and associate with. I thank him daily for answers to prayers. And I will continue to do this because I genuinely feel this is critical at this time to all that I know and love.
Sending love, huge air hugs and blessings to you all. Xxx
Distracting myself with other things, making excuses, avoiding the obvious, fearing the failure, scared to look stupid, wasn’t sure how to do it, thinking what if it’s not what he wants, but I did the research, set it up and here we are, the first official post! Welcome to my blog.
“Amazing Grace, how sweet the sound, that saved a wretch like me! I once was lost but now I’m found, was blind but now I see!“
It is by the grace of God that I am writing this today, and quite possibly the reason why you have been drawn into reading it. It is through Him I can do all things, and all praise goes to him regarding this work.
I am feeling strongly driven to share my experiences with you through this blog, so that his glory will shine through and you will learn how different life is when you re-establish your relationship with God, through our Lord Jesus Christ.
In the future posts, I will share with you my life experience, the good, the bad and the downright ugly. You may not like me very much when I share with such honesty, but I have been reminded that my life with Christ requires me to be humble, love the Lord with all my heart, and to help the most poor and needy. And I feel that by sharing my experience honestly may help others who have found themselves in similar situations and don’t know where to turn or what to do.
What do you mean God said Go!?
Yes, it may seem a bit strange or weird to make such a bold statement, but trust me, I’m learning to listen to God on a daily basis. When I see a pattern of advice or repetition of something that would bring praise to God, then I know that I need to act on it. I’m not boasting, as any other ‘born again’ Christians will confirm, sometimes it is impossible to miss when He’s trying to tell us something.
The signs to start writing began last year, when a very old friend told me “I think you should write a blog”. I agreed it would be a good idea, but life got in the way, and the motivation and drive to do it fizzled out, until a few weeks later.
“You are a really good communicator, you should write a blog, it would be great”, to which I replied “Yes, my old friend told me that a few weeks ago. I really must get around to setting one up”. Then life got in the way.
I had heard several things on the radio, in conversation, and on TV, about sharing your experience with others to help them, this began to feel a bit weird, to say the least. But yes, you’ve guessed it, life got in the way.
And last week, when I was on holiday, there I was, starting my day in the sunshine with a lovely cup of coffee, reading my UCB Word for Today, scripture for the day, praying and taking notes in the garden, and there it was, in black and white “Get some rest”. I laughed out loud, and showed my friend, who had very kindly agreed to allow us to stay with her for a break away from home.
The following days word and reading were related to working out what God wants me to do, and I took notes to record my findings of what I thought I should and could be doing for God’s purpose. I continued my study during my time away.
Later I was talking to my friend, and the conversation came up about how I didn’t feel as if I was doing what God intended me to do with my life. I told her about a few ideas I had, and I was clearly told to just pick one, and run with it. So here we are. My first official blog.
Upon reflection I can clearly see that this is just one example of God was working through people to get this work started. I have so much to share with you, and I look forward to doing that over the following posts. Some may say this is simply coincidence, but I have said that so many times over the last 19 years, and nowadays I don’t doubt it being anything but from God.
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I’m no one special, I often swear out loud when I know I shouldn’t. I’ve had a pretty shady past compared to the ‘average person’, I work hard, I’ve got a couple of kids, I’ve had a fairly good education, I am an ex-addict to lots of things from obsessive TV to excessive gym and a kaleidoscope of recreational drugs. I’m prone to bouts of depression and self-hatred, I’ve been violent and experienced violence, survived two suicide attempts and I battle cravings for junk food on a regular basis.
I have always written a lot, but not online, so I thought I would start to share my findings in the public domain to encourage and help others. If I can change one person’s life – the time doing this will not have been wasted, even if it’s just to make them smile or laugh for a few minutes.
I thank God every day for everything he does for me, and can clearly see just how much better life is with Jesus at my side, and the blessings of some wonderful family and friends.
I have been saved by God’s grace
One day, back in 2000, I had a life changing experience as my sister read to me from the bible. It was like a ‘wake up and smell the coffee’ moment, a blindingly obvious statement that changed the way I saw faith, God and Jesus.
My sister was always very good at putting things in the bible in a way that could easily be understood, she made me laugh when I was deeply depressed, and on that day I went from wanting nothing to do with faith to not being able to get enough of it!
She explained to me that the way to heaven was through Jesus Christ. It is written in the scripture in the New Testament in John 14:6
“Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me”. “
And it didn’t matter what you had done in the past, your sins have already been paid for by his crucifixion and resurrection, he loves you and wants you to turn from your ways and live in his way, as God intended.
She explained that Jesus was special, he lived a faultless, caring and loving life here on earth and for that got killed in his 30s! Jesus was God in human form so that when we speak to him he understands what it’s like to be human, I thought there must be something in that. My curiosity increased the more I read.
All I had to do was to say a simple prayer, turning away from my old life and ways, inviting him into my life, into my heart, and hand over all my sin to him in prayer in his name. Then take up my cross and follow him. So I did.
After praying the prayer, I could not believe just how much I could understand when reading the bible. It all made complete sense! The grass was greener and I felt a huge feeling of peace and joy.
I could not believe how much of a difference it has made in my life having the ability to pray in Jesus’ name, having a personal relationship, and the influence and things that would happen as a result. All because of God’s wonderful grace.
I want to share this with you
During a sermon last week I heard “By sharing our testimony we strengthen our faith” which has driven me to start this.
I have decided to take the step to blog publicly, taking examples from my personal journal because I feel as if what I have experienced so far in this life could also help others who are going through similar circumstances. I stand in absolute awe some days at the things that happen and I want you to know about them too.
Don’t get me wrong, life is still hard, being born again does not instantly change things to be faultless, stress-free and perfect, and you’ll see that as you begin to read the blogs.
Unfortunately there are so many misunderstandings and presumptions of what being a Christian is, and more importantly what it is not, so I want to give you my point of view to break down the barriers that prevent communication, and stop the misconceptions about what people think going to church is.
I’m not really sure what the content of this blog will be until I start writing, but here are the sort of things this blog will contain:
Real life stories of what has happened in my past life.
My personal relationship with God.
What it’s like to walk with Jesus.
Real life stories relating to living life as a born again Christian.
Things that have happened since using prayer and worship regularly. God’s blessings and examples of proof that prayer works!
How I have applied what I have learned from scripture in my life.
What I have been learning about this week.
Other people’s testimonies I have heard.
I would love to connect with believers and unbelievers via my blog.
I would also love to connect to people who would like to hear more about my faith, and how to start their own journey with Christ.
So it’s a funny old month, we have hit day 121 on lockdown today. I have successfully gained and lost a job in a week! My son has had over 30,000 hits on a video he is in on YouTube. Over the last few months we have had very limited celebrations for the kids birthdays and my own, and today I find myself trying to stay positive and celebrate my partner, George’s birthday. It’s all very strange.
I have done a collage of photo memories, tagged him on social media for UK radio stations and prayed every single day for the travel to open up so that George can be here, and obviously have sent some lovely messages, but it just is not the same as being with him. This is particularly hard when lots of people and family are also in the same lockdown trance madness. I feel so alone it’s madness.
I find myself in the midst of the lockdown with no kids, medication that knocks me out for hours sleeping (literally slept 22 hours the other day), and, with the exception of George’s consistent positive messages of love and encouragement (which I am so thankful for) I find myself alone and numb.
And I am not alone, God is with me, I find myself pressing into prayer and time in his presence a lot more, to contain and control the feelings of complete isolation and loneliness, which I cover well with a huge smile on my face normally, but now even that is becoming harder.
I am struggling to stay positive being the ball in, what feels like, the ‘patient tennis’ competition. I have been bounced between my GP and mental health in two counties. This is highly frustrating because all I have asked for is my ADHD diagnosis to be ‘fast tracked’ but they are treating me for hypomania, which is killing my personality with the meds they have given me. Quetiapine if you are interested.
How much longer Lord? How much longer do we have to wait for you to step in and take control? I don’t know what I have done that is so wrong that you would put my partner thousands of miles away in a different country, then lock down all the airports to prevent us being together. What are you trying to tell me?
This time is so tough, and the elements (or tools of Satan) such as doubt and anger begin to creep in. And all I can do right now is sit with him, tell him all about my sorrows and concerns and what is making me so cross, pray on it all in Jesus name, then have a good cry, straighten myself up and tell myself off for being such an idiot, then move on to the next hour of my life.
It is now that I realise the importance of faith at this time, because I think of those who don’t have Jesus to turn to. How awful it must be to be stuck at home, alone, with no outlet for all the angst and bitterness.
The other day I wrote an open prayer to God, and I thought it would be a good idea to share with you, so that you can see how my personal relationship with God works. Most importantly I’m thankful to God for all I have, because there are millions of people who would be happy to be in my situation right now.
Until next blog I pray for safety and good health for all around the world. In Jesus’ name. Amen.
The question I ask myself often is do people really actually care? Am I being a little over sensitive? Who are my real friends? Where are they? What is a real friend? Are people scared of me? Are people afraid of faith? Are people afraid of what I may do? And then I remember reading something in the bible about ‘counting it all pure joy’ despite what I am going through. Then smile and just get on with my day.
George’s song with Divine Voices (below) also reminds me that we are surrounded by fake churches and pastors too, so take care, be mindful, and always refer back to the only one you can trust, and that is God, and his word, the Bible.
Then out of the smoke crawled locusts with the venom of scorpions. They were given their orders: “Don’t hurt the grass, don’t hurt anything green, don’t hurt a single tree—only men and women, and then only those who lack the seal of God on their foreheads.” They were ordered to torture but not kill, torture them for five months, the pain like a scorpion sting. When this happens, people are going to prefer death to torture, look for ways to kill themselves. But they won’t find a way—death will have gone into hiding. Revelation 9:3-6 MSG https://bible.com/bible/97/rev.9.3-6.MSG